Files generate filing. So do
I have a filing cabinet?
My archive is digital.
But there’s another archive. Made up of
papers, scraps, notes, articles. This is the original archive. It exists across
rooms, across time, across space, across offices. In some ways, the paper
archive represents all the office layouts I’ve ever had.
Data. Information. Scraps. The paper archive
is where ideas go to die. I write story ideas down on paper and file them on my
desktop. That is the top of a real desk. I suppose it’s a memory cache, of
sorts.
Gradually I type the written notes up, and
they enter the Matrix. What happens to the paper notes after that? They are
checked – both sides of the paper – and then they are shredded. To be sure I’ve
checked them, I scribble along the used notes in circles – line by line. Any
plain text left over is dealt with right there and then or at another time,
depending on the nature of the information.
I may have to stand up and leave the office
to head to my library for further research. Not all research takes place
online. I’ll return, coffee to hand, with the coffee well-isolated from the
electricals, and complete my research by scrawling yet another note. And when
that note is finally transferred to the digital archive, I scribble more
circles on the paper. Then, inevitably, it’s off to the shredder we go, down in
the kitchen.
Keep your shredder away from the room in
which you store documents. That’s an added safeguard against shredding the
wrong thing. I’ve yet to shred the wrong thing. Quite rightly, I once shredded
an entire novel.
But
wait a bit, you cry.
If you cache your paper archive on your
actual wooden desktop, and then deal with notes line by scribbled line, there
can’t be a paper archive beyond the small stack of sheets on your desk. Ah. How
quaint a notion that is.
My paper archive isn’t just about story
notes. There’s correspondence. I’m a writer, damn it, and I still send letters
to people. Hell, people even reply.
And there’s official correspondence. I once
talked my way out of a computerised tax-dispute simply by turning up armed with
paperwork dating back years. (They were having none of it over the phone.) Admittedly,
incoming government paperwork is on the decline. But there’s enough of it
around to keep handy in the event of a horrendous mistake.
Miscellaneous stuff. Yes, there’s all that.
Of course there is. I have a file category for that in the digital archive.
Let’s just say the paper equivalent is far less tidy. But I see that I didn’t
answer a question.
Do I have a filing cabinet?
A small one. I dimly recall clearing it out
in recent years. The problem with clutter is that it’s so cluttered. The time
has come to sift through the piles of paperwork and shred the absolute fucking
shit out of anything that is useless.
Blunt? Let me tell you how I really feel.
This miscellaneous pile of bullshit becomes a miscellaneous pile of bullshit
with time. I can’t throw it out, in case the paperwork is still useful. Time
must pass. It’s the only cure for the huge stack of paperwork. Wait for as much
of it as possible to grow obsolete, and then pounce.
The shredder stands by, silent, obedient,
waiting for the moment. The cull. A call to arms. I think it’s high-time since
the last time. The problem is…sifting through the paper stacks takes a
miniature eternity.
And the solution…goes for recycling. Bulky
stacks of paper disappear. Space is reclaimed. And I am all for recycling the
limited space I have. This provides more room for books. Books, technically,
have an archive all to themselves. My library.
As I type, my library is split across four
rooms and a cupboard. This is the best of a bad situation. A small library
encloses my office. I type from a book-lined alcove. It is by far the best
office layout I’ve ever had.
Not perfect, it’s true. But damn close.
And the main library lives across the hall.
I am only reorganising my bookshelves in the sense that a few cubbyholes are
taken up by stacks of paper. Those are in need of serious fixing. I’ve yet to
shred the wrong thing.
Oh, I was right to shred an entire novel. I
kept the good bit in my files. There are working prints of my stories. I like
to read those physically once I’m done writing. Typos that evade electronic
spellchecking do exist. They seem easier to spot on paper.
To the handy piece of advice from C.S. Lewis
about reading your work aloud, I must add emphasis in this digital world to
another obvious requirement – read your work in print. Once I’m done fixing the
fixable, I dispense with the working print. I’m not precious about that. It
takes up too much space.
I’m in a mood to remove clutter. Yes, I keep
lines of books in front of lines of books on deep bookshelves. What of it? Yes,
I keep far too much paperwork in my so-called paperless office. It’s not that I
want to hang onto this stuff. I really don’t. Sometimes you need it.
The Digital Age dispensed with that
absurdity of the Stone Age – the original manuscript. I don’t write stories out
in full. Just notes. If you write in longhand to solidify the main story idea,
that’s fine. Get it down. Fix it on the page. Build on that foundation.
How many of my original handwritten stories
are still around the place? I don’t know. Doesn’t matter. I’ve been told that I
write like a spider going backwards on acid – in terms of my actual scribble as
well as the content. Whether related to handwriting or to the ideas conveyed by
the handwriting, the notion of an LSD-dosed spider dipped in ink set loose upon
the world…
Yes, the notion covers what I do, quite
nicely.
I face hours, nay, days of work in setting
out the paper archive for demolition. What will stay? Should everything go? Is
there anything written down that hasn’t been transferred across to the digital
realm?
My knowledge of the archive is patchy. I can
think of, perhaps, two items that are missing in action. Again, I resist the
temptation to rely upon my faulty memory. Though, it was recently drawn to my
attention that I once reconstructed a bundle of misplaced story notes from
memory…
When I found the original notes, I realised that
I carry too many story ideas in my head. I fix them there. It’s my very own
very personal very portable brain archive. This is the problem with being a
writer. So many story worlds die with you, if you don’t write them down. Not
enough time.
Fixing things firmly in my mind, I was
shocked to discover the fixing was so damned useful. Repeating stories in my
head, over and over, improved the cohesiveness across time. The missing story
notes were so similar to the reconstructed notes that I was better off relying
on the reconstructed ones. At least they were typed up.
I was then told…
Y’know, people generally don’t do that.
It is a failing. Writers carry ideas around
in the head. I carry them around for far too long. Instead, I should be like
the writers who scribble everything down all the time. No need for a paper
archive, then.
Would my archive become paperless as a
result of this change?
Bless your hearts for thinking so. I still
have a printer, and a large stack of ink cartridge bullets to fire from the
printing gun. Damn it, I am that most digital of writers – the kind of
scribbler who will always run a papery office.
I’d
love to go paperless. But reality intrudes, even this far into the Digital Age.
I’ll go a wee bit mair paperless, aye, it’s true, for I’ll be shredding. Not
entirely sure what I’ll be shredding or how far back it all goes.
Blasts from the past. How much of the fossil
pile will remain relevant? I am heartless when it comes to the removal of
once-important items. And I say that staring at a pile of nonsense sitting on
my desktop right now. I’ll be sweeping that downstairs in the next few minutes.
For once, this archival talk turns to paper,
to shredding, to recycling. There’s a reckoning to be had over on the digital
side of things, it’s true. But that clutter merely clogs up a hard drive. It’s
rooms I’m clearing out, this time around.
Rooms. Memories. The memories of the
arrangement of sheets of paper in clusters, as well as the memories in those
piles, are all about to be cleaned up. Slowly. I wish I could just take the lot
to a bonfire. But I might throw away one treasure in a stack of dross. And we
can’t have that.
It’s possible to recover a deleted computer
file. Not so easy with the paper sheets falling from stout bookshelves as
though they are yellowing leaves falling from the trees outside. Shocker. I’m
in an autumnal mood in autumn, and it’s time for some sweeping.
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Sunday, 1 November 2020
THE ARCHIVE: A REPORT FROM A FUGITIVE.
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